It’s complicated, because I had never planned to apply for job before. Probably, it’s because of I just always think that I will study forever. Yeah, I do love studying. I don’t even a smart student but I have no idea the reason why I would like to study for entire my life. I just enjoy it. I was extremely excited when I learnt new knowledge. Science always has huge power to fulfill my life. Learning many new things. Finding so many adventures. Feel the main of life.
As far as I realize that I don’t even plan what I will be in the future. I never force to have a certain position for my dream job. I know I had written down some professions, but in point of fact I don’t want to overtake God’s decision about my destiny. As I can pray is the position will be suitable for me. And it has a lot of definitions. Accordingly I know nothing about my job that I am going to apply for. I said “know” because it’s my perspective till now. I just want to focus to learn many things. It’s not only about things that I will get in formal way, but also by informal.
Apparently thinking idealist doesn’t always make us in the straight term. There will be complex obstacles which lead to hard way and try to face a great opportunities at once. Being an adult, being an independent, being realistic, so forth are such main things that trigger someone to find new ways, like find a job. In the other hand some people will have a lofty purpose in life, by letting their parents to take a rest for a while and they will fulfill their parents’ necessaries. Yup! Just because I think about how to pass the test for the scholarship frequently, it doesn’t mean that I’m not one of those people.
When I was in senior high school, I remember that it was an awesome moment when I can pay several administrations without asking money to my parents. Even though it’s not too much, but I was excited. It makes my self be more meaningful. More over when I could give them more. They never ask me to do that kind of thing. But still, at least I won’t ask them anything during I’m trying to reach my dream, except du’a. Thus, I will face everything that I have to. It’s not easy. Nevertheless I have to go a head. Otherwise I will be stuck and block my own way by having bad mindset. Keep walking. Face the obstacles. Those are what I must do now.
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